Well, today I’m 44…
yep, I’m that old.
Hmmmm, only problem with that thought is….
nothing major like awesome birthday stuff happens on my birthday *sigh*
It’s just another day…
no friends (IRL that is)
Though I do get a card from my dad & step, and my ex’s mom who has become my mom (since mine disowned me & hasnt spoken to me for over 14 months..her loss!) and later I have to help Christa’s uncle so we’ll hang with them later for my bday.
I started getting Happy Birthday texts and DM’s and posts on Facebook last night and that really cheered me up.
I got a morning bday wish on Twitter and K+ to go with it!
While typing this, have a wall full of “happy birthday” which is cool because in reality all my online friends are my family and I love you ALL!
One of these days I’ll have a party
complete with cake (that I didn’t make myself), presents, friends…
Shoot, Santa bypassed me for Christmas so why should today be any different.
I’ve been in South Florida for more than half my life (moved here when I was 17) and damn, time flies!
Kinda kicking myself in the butt for not being further
(more successful) in life than I am.
I think I’ve kinda lost the last 14 or so years…just coasting through life….kinda surviving but not thriving.
And here are a few birthday confessions, few bits of advice, few thoughts to inspire…
Video was shot last night so it was the eve of my bday at the time…today is in fact my bday…officially at something like 510 pm EST or something like that, dont really remember.
In the meanwhile, I have been contemplating things lately and am working on some new projects…goals…aspirations…dreams…
Ironically (or maybe not)…perhaps it’s just typical Tara…
Two of my big goals are complete opposites of each other.
Get a refurbished VW Van and travel the US for a year or so
buy 4-5 acres of land, build a totally sustainable home complete with roof top garden, sun deck, yoga deck, beach entry salt water pool, water features and nearby build multiple units as a retreat/resort/B&B type of place with a larger beach entry pool, labyrinth, gardens, water features, yoga building….well you get the idea!
And, all I need is about $4-5Million, maybe $6 for the complete project.
OR, option 3…
do one…then when I return…do two.
and whatever else life has for me…
Happy Birthday to me!
now to go find a cake and blow out some candles so maybe one of my wishes will come true
Question of the week?
What’s your favorite kind of cake?
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